Sshareen

2011-08-24T09:48:00.001+08:00

So the day is here. I didn’t do well for my exams at all.. but who cares! Shareen is promoted to her final year. At least this coming Oct when I go back to Brunei, I have some good news coming along with me.

But before that, I needa stop this coughing and flu. I feeling awful. I want sweeeeeets because they makes me happy :)

ps: colours are appearing and so is hesitation.
Take care everyone.
Love,
Shareen.

2011-08-23T14:32:00.001+08:00

是不是我想太多了？如果是真的就好。

2011-08-22T09:38:00.001+08:00

我生病了哦...
Feeling so sick. I can’t wait for weekends again.

2011-08-17T11:13:00.002+08:00

It's a beautiful day today. Recently, the weather has been changing drastically.. For a moment of downpour and the next minute you're sweating for summer. Man oh man, almost everyone around me are falling ill (even my baby niece) and I hope everyone can be well taken of.

On random, there's a song that stuck inside my head. Can anyone figure out the song for me? Part of the lyrics are.... "it's a beautiful day.. we're looking for something fun to do.. hey baby, i think i wanna marry you...~"

Shareen.

2011-08-08T08:42:00.007+08:00

Well, hello! How's everybudeh?

Yes, it's active again. There's few changes made.. Firstly, I've deleted the archives and secondly I'm gonna start blogging here more often.

I may have mentioned somewhere in the my posts that I will not delete my archives, but it gets a little annoying when people start questioning about my past through plain reading. You see how new ppl in your life get's curious when they click on this, and just keep dating back. I know, becos at times, I can be that "curious" too. Lols. But I'm not too sure if I'm willing to share those pathetic past with just anyone =/

Anyway, I decided to hop back to blogger becos tumblr has been giving me problems. I can't even bloody spill my words when they're overflowing. So here I am, back to blogger :)
Just to get things rolling, month of July and August was generally well spent. I get to enjoy my time with my family, friends, polymates and colleagues. Of course there are stressful and unhappy moments like driving and getting reprimanded by my superior. Rest assured, all's well.

Recently, I've been going back lately.. connecting with my old friends. It's like that, when you grow older, you'll just missed "those days". Giving it a try, if it fails.. I won't be bothered to do anything about it. There's always a saying " Don't prioritize people who doesn't make any effort to stay". I hope this message gets to everyone clear enough... Just hope everyone gets the best out of their lives.

And few weeks down the road, school term's gonna start... I can't wait to head back to school. But how about my results? ... Stay tuned.

Love always,
Shareen.

2011-04-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

I've decided to shift temporary my blog to: --> http://traces-of-tints.tumblr.com <-- Please visit if you're interested to keep up with my daily updates !!!! =D Because of the lack of time and I'm pretty tied up by my schedule, I can no longer manage 2 blogs, blogging about different stuffs. So I'll just post my random updates there as well. Love to see you all there, Shareen.

2011-03-27T01:02:00.002+08:00

I loved you, don't think you'd even know.

2011-02-09T02:15:00.002+08:00

9th Feb 2011. Please read @ www.traces-of-tints.tumblr.com . I'm lazy to double upload an entry. Heehee!

Love,
Shareen.

2011-02-02T03:49:00.003+08:00

Hello!

By the way, I'm not dead. I'm just a little lazy to update two blogs at the same time. It's like each time I've uploaded my tumblr, I gotta copy and paste the exact same entry here in case some lovelies drop by my blogger, can read it.

Anyway, I've nth much to update on this personal space. Neither am I leaving all my memories behind here, because there's just too much emotions filled in this blog. Not letting go yet. If you're keen to know what I've been up to lately, just visit my tumblr @ http://www.traces-of-tints.tumblr.com/ .

In advance, here's me wishing everyone a Happy Chinese New Year and Ang Poh many many. Speaking of CNY, I was writing in my tumblr that it'll be the first time i'm doing house visit in Singapore. Sua Ku I know, but it's consider damn awesome to me. So I'm pretty much getting all hot and excited for it. Are you ppl up for it this season?

Oh rain, pls .....continue (weehee, I love rainy weathers) =/

--Shareen.

2011-01-19T01:45:00.002+08:00

Whenever I think of the past, I cried so badly. Just like how i did the other day.

Been so sentimental lately, what's wrong with me?

Shareen.

2011-01-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

-Back to December by Taylor Swift.

I was captivated by this song when I first heard it. I know it's a little exaggerating and might not mean much to many, but to me it's smth that I can relate to. Stick with the lyrics, the mv was a little boring =/

Enjoy :)

Shareen.

2011-01-10T00:24:00.004+08:00

Hello! A quick update before I start off a new week.

First week of sch past and all else's fine. Aside from school, this period has been a festive of shopping! Thou, most of the time I was playing the role of a companion. Yeah~ I've been controlling my spending really well :)

Oh yeah~ I played L4D2 ytd. It was my first attempt and I think it's fun! Come on' sometimes we need a little game in our lives right! Let's not be so serious and live life happy, for a new day should always be a new beginning. Matthew 6:34 "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

A whole new week coming up! Keep my faith strong.

Love,

Shareen.

2011-01-03T19:31:00.002+08:00

First day of sch is a struggle, but I managed to focus. It’s nice meeting my friends back in school, Shimei-Wanping-Cheryl-Clement (lols wonder why he’s in my sch right.. he ran away from army, no just kidding).

Didn’t had much sleep for the past few weeks. Last week, I had a left eye infection. This week, it’s my right. Hopefully next week, I’m alright. Tonight I’m going to try my best to sleep early. Aim———>okay after the 9pm show, so it’s 10pm.

Hey sunshine! I miss sunshine boy and his big big smile ;) Okay, that's random.

Love,
Shareen.

2011-01-01T12:36:00.003+08:00

Just updated a post @ http://www.traces-of-tints.tumblr.com/ .. Read if interested, cos I'm too lazy to post another one here..

Love,

Shareen.

2010-12-30T17:56:00.008+08:00

Since 2010 is coming to the finale, why not I start listing down my 2011’s resolutions? but before that, let me update a couple of events that I’ve attend for the past few days.

Dinner and Timbre, 24th Dec 2010

Met up with some of my friends for dinner and timbre. I love the Ba Ku Teh!!! The night was then full of drama because of the fight (hey not us, we’re TLC ppl alright ;) from the next table and ruin our night. But nevertheless, I had fun chilling with them.

Xmas Eve, 25th Dec 2010

On Xmas eve. I met up with Wai and we went to Botanic Garden for Picnic! Bought some food along the way and headed off to our destination! Wow~ It was my first time there and the journey was crazily tired, warm and irritating.. Nevertheless, we had fun during our little picnic session - camwhoring and talking a slow walk along the garden.

After the little session we had, we met up with Rob to Church Hope’s Xmas eve event and service.. The drama that they put up on-stage was damn interesting and fun! Hopefully one day I’ll be able to do that too (oh wait, let’s put this in my resolution later). After 2-3 services, I finally came to accept Christ on Xmas Eve. The feeling’s undesribable, the atmosphere was filled with love. (alright i shall not bored you guys out with my experience, but if you’re interested you can ask me more abt it ;)

After the service, we headed off to Xmas countdown party! The party was fine but a little disappoint thou.. and we finally call for the night. It was a special quality day and night that I spend with them =)

Steamboat, 26th Dec 2010

The following Sunday, I went to help up at my parent’s shop because my mum hurt her hand badly. Then I met up with Robin and the rest, and we headed to his house for steamboatttt ! Yes I love steamboattt (you’ll know why later). Had fun eating and gathering around and of course mafiaaa! I felt really touched when everyone accepted me into the big family =)

It was a long and tiring day for everyone and although I didn’t express much.. but deep down I really appreciate’s everyone’s effort. Thankie !!! I thank daddy for bring these amazing ppl into my life!

Brown and round, 28th Dec 2010

Met up with Cheryl and headed off to my aunt’s salon. I had a new haircut - which i seriously regretted becos my face is soooo round! Wait till you see me live in action. Later on that night, I meet up with 2 of my closest polymates! C2- Carol and Clement!

We had some quality time .. as usual steamboaaaaat (now u know why?) and we chill off at some bar near clarke quay and camwhoring. Let’s keep this affair going okay! I love you guys =)

Sentosa with GC and First GL prayer meeting, 29th Dec 2010

Okay, for the past 3 years I know I know.. I’ve been saying how much I hate that place. Yes, after ytd’s trip I still hate sentosa (we’ll talk abt that later). Our guitar club decided to go Sentosa for some gathering session. I had absolute fun there, judging from those unglam pics on my fb.. you’ll know how much fun i had wihout noticing the camera =( Anyway, I hope that more ppl will turn up next time round. I’m burnt, dark and… round still. LOLS. The trip was crazy!

After a tiring day at sentosa, I went on a wet survivor camp. LOLS. Just kidding, we were stuck in the rain and dun mention it.. it was horrendous. My leg feel so ache today after that long walk, run and water. We headed for a quick dinner and Rob and I went to Jey’s house for LG group prayer meeting. It was my first time and I felt great. I had a nice time with the group =)

Judging from this week itself, I havent had much sleep in a while. Not to even mention the week before and before and…

Now it’s time for my New Year’s Resolutions.

1. Do well in my studies and at least a second class honors.
2. My family to live happily, healthly and peacefully together.
3. To be able to understand and communicate with God spiritually.

4. Have a better time manangement for all else.
5. Have a better financial management.
6. Spend more quality time with my close friends.
7. Have a good, sweet and mature relationship (yes, let’s just be honest.. who don't want?)
8. A nice good wallet.

9. More sleeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!
10. Learn more dancing skills!!! and improve my singing abilities.
11. A vacation trip with my love ones (family/friends).
12. A new phone (1 year left to psycho my mum)
13. Countdown to 2012 (a little fast, but definitely easily accomplishable).

14. A special and enjoyable 21st Birthday.

15. Improve my guitar skills.

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That’s all folks, I guess this post is long enough for today =) Thanks for reading! More to come ;) and let’s rock the new year together!

Love,
Shareen.

2010-12-22T00:14:00.003+08:00

If you asked me what's on my mind right now.. The possible answer could be - Studies. Yes, it's been lingering in my mind for quite a while but I've yet to start. Isn't that ironic?

I hate myself for being lazy.

Love,
Shareen.

2010-12-19T22:04:00.003+08:00

Monday class tmrw. Demoralizing.

2010-12-17T22:24:00.001+08:00

Not feeling too good today.

2010-12-16T23:39:00.003+08:00

Wassup! I'm not sure what to talk about either, but let's just be random and update a lil :)

After my birthday, everything's been so wild and happening thereafter! I had fun mingling with some of my close friends and new friends that met halfway thru :) It's coming towards the end of the semester and start of my holiday. Ironically, this perfect stay-home-and-replenish-energy holiday was replaced pretty much with other stuffs. Hopefully, I can squeeze a day or two out for myself. While exams are round the corners and I've yet to start revising.

Other than studies and my social life, I've grown emotionally closer to our guitar club and the members. Most of my time are delicated to the self practice, guitar class, jamming and hangouts. I rmb how I used to complain about how much obligations i felt that was tying me down and exhausting every part of me.. well I admit that back then I was a little exaggerating and reckless? As for now, every week, I'm secretly looking forward to meeting every one of them on tues/wed :) I'm glad that more ppl are opening up and accepting one another.

Sometimes, it's amazing how ppl enter and leave from our lives. Have you ever wonder that this is what fate is all about? Like how we get to meet this one person of all places all ppl? Of course, there are disappointing ppl that just can't wait to hurt every part of your single soul and leave you hanging up high and dry. I learnt that "cherish" isn't an easy thing to do, neither can I do it too.

Man~ I was off the topic.. anyway, just 2 more sch days and I'm off to enjoy a little. Woo! Ytd i slept for only 3 hrs and so I shall just end here for today, gotta catch up some sleep later :)

Love,
Shareen.

2010-12-13T00:57:00.003+08:00

你离开的时候没有一句
没有一句对不起对不起是我太执迷
你离开的时候没有一句
没有一句话说清说清楚离开的原因

没关系我们分了没关系
这不是你的问题
是我没那个福气
没福气却又爱上你

就算哭了没关系
这不是你的问题
痛痛快快给我一枪我没关系...

You left without saying anything..

Shareen.

2010-12-07T15:12:00.007+08:00

Hey all, how are you guys doing?

This week's been slow, there's not stuffs in my schedule and it feels kinda empty when i've got too much free time. Hopefully, I can fill it up towards the coming weekends :)

It's been a dramatic week for my family, I can't totally express how I really felt in here... but it's certainly not good at all. Apparently it's a vain attempt again. It's get so tiring when everything just go on a rollercoaster ride, flashbacks again and again. Sometimes I wonder why do I have to try so hard, why not just let go of everything and stay trouble free. Disgressing yet again, they are afterall my family.. the ones that I love and love me. Stay strong Shareen!

Anyway, I came across this song Angels or Devils by Diswalla and it's really good ! Neh~ it's in my playlist.. probably the one you're hearing now :) Well it's gonna be on my 'Replay' for the hmm the next few weeks? :D

On random again, my holidays are coming ! in 2 weeks' time thou =/ and it's xmas season! I wonder what will I be doing on xmas... Initially there was a party, but it kinda screw up.. hopefully I find a replacement activity for that night. If not I'm just gonna sing and play "silent night" on my guitar, for this year =/ LOLS! alright, just kidding.. Anyway I don't have the tradition of celebrating Xmas for the past few years. So there's nth much to emo about it actually. HAHAS ! >< myself ="D">

I'm really bored right now! It's one more hr to prepare and head off to guitar class tonight! Okay~ let's just rumble on many many random stuffs? I just watched glee, and it's really boring these day.. nth much to anticipate for that show anymore. Oh yeah~ Red. It's screening right now, better go watch it! A good movie, worth watching :) I really wanna watch the "oh man i forgot the movie title" movie.. yea it's a cartoon/disney movie.. The feedback was real good. Anyone? I just bought a yellow slipper ytd and I really hate sch bazzar.. because i'm spending non-stop! it's making me broke. But i love the slipper anyway.

Oh wait, recently this person caught my attention. No idea why I felt that way, but the feeling's good whenever that person is around. I like the way you smile. The way you shine thru.

Alright this is getting gross, I'm gonna get a nap. Take care lovelies!

PS: i'm looking forward to guitar club's first club shirt !

Love,

Shareen.

2010-12-04T01:28:00.005+08:00

Hey blogger I'm back ! Yes, my 20th is over =( and no, i didn't forget you becos i got myself a tumblr. I still rmb how i started out with you =) See all the childish archives are still there ! I didn't delete okay ><

I spent it quite amazingly this year. Funny as it seems to be, my bday seems to span across one week! Everyday I have small little surprises and celebration. How great it is! Much better than public holidays.

Over a year, I made quite a number of sincere friends and I'm glad they are there by me till this time. Seriously hope that this little happiness will last as long as possible !

Well, as for my bday celebrations.. It's at orchard/timbre, my house, sch, bugis and orchard ! It's quite tideous to cover them in details, but woohoo I had lotsa fun. I know all these words are redundant becos it's like I've nvr really said anything much abt it.

So let the pictures speaks for themselves.

Meanwhile, I've been busy with school stuffs and catching up with family & friends!! Well, I tried my best to balance all else.. but pls bear with me because I'll promise to blog more often when everything gets settled down!

Love,

Shareen.

2010-11-21T22:00:00.001+08:00

2010-11-13T22:02:00.002+08:00

If you think i'm gone from this blog, no i'm not =) It's just that i'm tired and too busy with life. I shall update soon when i settle everything down by next week. Meanwhile, have a good weekend everybody!

--Shareen

2010-11-06T23:20:00.001+08:00

This is a very sad song that I can relate so well to ...
--Shareen

2010-11-04T13:35:00.005+08:00

Hello hello! I've been tumblring that I left out this little space of mine again. Why don't you all join me @ http://www.traces-of-tints.tumblr.com ?

Anyway, it's been the same.. school, work, school and work. Hahas.. CCA has become more happening..just like ytd we had a little gathering. I hope everyone had fun, becos i'm so tired after acting so enthu =( Ytd was all about laughters, teasing and music. It's rather nice to gather ppl of the same interest tgt, in sociology terms, we're call same interest group =/ See~ I still got study one okay.

Speaking of study, I'm enjoying my sch-free week =) Yes it's holiday!!! but this sweetness only last till Sun. Well i look forward to 2 weeks later another 3 days break.

On a random note, i wonder how's life living in the new house.. i kinda miss the environment i'm currently living in now. After all, it's been 10 yrs.. i think we'll all have a hard time adapting

Meanwhile everyone, work hard and play hard!

--Shareen
i love you still...

2010-11-01T00:30:00.004+08:00

YO! I'm back, tired as ever.. slping everywhere i go. Well anyway, next week will be lighter...

There's no sch from tues to fri, two weeks later, third week is quite fine too. OMG i love these empty slot in my timetable =) Btw, friends ard me think that I'm really that busy.. yes I am, but there's some time during weekdays that I can still fork out. Come date me out! Let hang and play =)

I'm officially moving on 17th to Lakeside.. bide goodbye Clementi! It seems like this year is all about changing and adapting. I got a baby niece, move on from poly, temp job, bridging, temp job-diff company, uni, new grp of friends, cca, moving house. I think 2011 is a sign for me to move on from all my past.. 2 more mths !

All talk, no actions and broken promises? I'm tired of it. sick and pathetic people. I know everything leaves a mark, but I'm sure I can get smoothen it out.. it's just a matter of time =)

Btw, I love my new house.

Keep it up shareen ;) Meanwhile, i need some sleep. Tc ^^

2010-10-29T01:02:00.001+08:00

2010-10-28T23:30:00.007+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED! VERY TIRED OF

EVERYTHING ELSE! TIRED. I HATE ALL THESE

SHITS. I'M SO WORN OUT THAT I CAN SLP

EVERYWHERE I GO.

EXHAUSTING, EXHAUSTED.

2010-10-27T00:03:00.004+08:00

traces-of-tints.tumblr.com

2010-10-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

This short film is very sweet.. how he have found someone that made his day ♥
I found mine, have you?

Have a great week ahead everyone ;)
--Shareen.

2010-10-23T23:50:00.004+08:00

So frustrated with life. I dont know how to express this but everything's not heading the right direction.

1)Needa find a new place to stay -->5 weeks left to shifting --> don't even know where yet --> don't have my own rm anymore --> need to pack and unpack my stuffs --> plus shifting on my bday --> no bday celebration --> no more dec holiday --> what more can i say when i needa act sensible although i just wanna be like a baby and cry unfair to everything!!!

2)CCA day increase to 2 per day --> less rest time --> adding on to my list of obligations --> need to buy new guitar --> no watch --> cash running low --> work on weekends --> forgo hangouts wif frens --> don't feel belong wherever & whenever --> no frens --> try hard --> push everything to weekdays --> exhausted --> what more can i say

3)New house --> incur more money --> no more increase of pocket money --> no vans --> no toms --> no new phone --> maybe no cable --> no this and that =( what more can i say

4)Parents asking me how --> like i know how? --> i'm only 19, feels like 29 now --> so many things to worry --> unnecessary or necessary --> i'm pr cant buy house --> not even 21 --> no citizenship --> even 21 also cant buy --> moving to bro's house? --> bad idea --> incur even more money in future --> need learn driving --> need buy sg car --> totally unrealistic --> i'm still so young --> loans --> study loans --> car loans --> housing loans --> A LOT OF LOANS AR. What more can i say

Hey folks, i just need to release some of it out.. Heaven's always fair in some ways or another.. just that maybe I havent realised that yet =/ ? or is it some siao kia cursing me? hey, dont let me catch u cursing me kae.. or i'll just dig ur eyes out and feed the ... iguana? why iguana.. oh well nvm, iguana then =)

If you think you'd uds what i'm gg thru, think again...

PS: pls do not remind me any of these sad stuffs if you happen to see me ard =) appreciated all yo.

--Shareen.

2010-10-23T00:31:00.003+08:00

I love hanging ard with ppl that makes me laugh all the time. Today was a fun day with lotsa laughters and was all about social networking. Turn out the world is just so small, or should i say sg is small enough =) Lovely.

Tired week, but next week will be busier. Oh.. wonder when can i finally rest. For now, it's time to rest and chiong for tmrw!

ps:Just because I'm here for you all the time, doesn't mean that you can always take me for granted.

--Shareen.

2010-10-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

Say and dont say doesn't make a difference at all in this surreality dream.

--Shareen.